Let me tell you a story, Seeks. Eight years ago, I developed depression. Depression is a horrible illness and it seeped into me, driving me to suicide out of loneliness and hopelessness at times. A year ago, I developed anxiety and almost suicided again. I felt hopeless, lonely and felt like I just wanted to disappear.
Why am I telling you this? Because I recovered and so can you! There are people who care about you everywhere, even if you can't see them. You could be depressed or just down in the dumps, but don;t worry! Pick yourself up, dust it off and go have fun
That must have been a big step for you to admit that Tae. Depressions a nasty illness which eats away at your soul. It’s often misunderstood and ignored. It’s not helped with ignorant comments like ‘Just get over it’ either. You just remember what you said to Seek. There’s people who care even though they are miles away. There’s always someone you can talk to, you remember that Marshsister.
And as for you Seek’s you better start feeling better or I’ll have a word with Hircine and send a wolf to your door to bit you on the ass.
I can't fathom how anyone can see the world as it is and not be disappointed or unhappy. When the slow revelation that everything we were taught as children is a lie. By far, I'm disappointed in people. I think the universe, sans Homo sapiens, is amazing. Terrifying and unfeeling. Hostile to everything we hold dear, but it renders one with a sense of awe and majesty.
Edit: I see now that this all has been generally resolved -3- Guess my comment means nothing but yaknow, whatever helps
I was having this kind of feeling wash over me at the beginning of the year, maybe not in the same way but I got really depressed with things and just kind of felt like a lot of things I did were a bit pointless at the time. But, as I've seen some people say, I found something, in this case a person, who kept me going and by now with the help of them I've cheered up quite a bit. So, as others are saying, find that special someone or something that can make you happy and it'll all be alright