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Hello Madmonk Welcome to TSC.
If you need any help then just howl.
- October 15, 2016
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  October 15, 2016
Madmonk35 posted a new topic Swinton YouTuber in the forum The Lounge:

Swinton YouTuber

Does anyone know what happened to his channel? I remember watching a video where he said he was done with youtube but his channel would still be up. I was subscribed but it seems to begone from Youtube. I really enjoyed his videos.
- October 15, 2016

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Username Madmonk35
Gender Male
Birthday July 26, 1981

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About Me About me, everyone hates these things don't they, or maybe it's just me? Well, now that I'm done complaining about it lets try to write it.
I grew up playing video games my first system was the Atari 2600. I remember being beast at Pac-Man, Stampede, and Grand Prix. That was followed by the NES, N64, PS2, PS3, PS4, and finally a PC that I just build in October of 2016. For PC games I currently have Skyrim and Fallout 4. This was my first attempt at building a PC after a lot of reading and watching YouTube videos. I would like to say that I feel like If I could do this anyone who takes their time could do the same. Other things that I enjoyed growing up were hunting, fishing, and camping. I hated school until 6th grade it always felt boring maybe it was the teachers, because from 6th grade on I found it much more interesting.
We, my parents and I keep Honey Bees. It started out as a hobby that quickly and rapidly grew into a small scale business of selling honey and beeswax and pollination to some small family owned and operated orchards and vegetable farms. At one point we had over 100 hives and traveled to Florida in the winter with them and in the spring time we took them to New York. Currently we have 10 hives as we have been dealing with family health (physical and mental) issues. We are hoping to build our hives back up to what we had before. Yes, and before anyone asks I have made a few batches of Mead. It's quite tasty stuff.

As for me, (I'm not going to go into great detail about this but I want to put it out there and see what types of reactions I get to it.) I'm currently unemployed. I was sexually abused as a child by family members and friends of the family to the point that I have blocked out large parts of my childhood. I have brought this up with them and they have told me that that never happened. It's so damn frustrating to try to deal with it. This has really broken my trust in man-kind in general. I'm always watching my back because I feel no-one else will even my family. I don't sleep well due to nightmares and racing thoughts as I am trying to fall asleep.
My physical health is not well. I am an over eater, I have been using food to self-medicate for years. As a result I weigh 320 pounds, have diabetes, high blood pressure, and sleep apnea to name a few problems. I currently walk for 30 to 60 minutes 3 times a week. I need to make this into a daily thing. I feel much better on both the physical and mental sides of this on days that I walk. I have learned new ways to deal with my issues, but I struggle with them still.
One day things will click for me, I'll just keep walking on until that day comes. Well thanks for reading. Leave a comment or say Hello or add me as a friend.
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