If the title made you squeamish, or you are a lilun, don't read
in other words, 14+ for language
Heaven was a whorehouse where everyone laid sky-high.
I’d been told of Heaven--it was the place to be,
by the drug-addled wanderers, that I would pass and I would meet.
They told such ravings as, “Go there, it’s great!
The only place on this Earth God didn’t forsake!”
Those words proved enough, I started my journey,
far ‘cross the wastes, to the place of high learning,
and yearning, I felt for Heaven--
the name is promise enough.
I walked for some miles on some days, sometimes
six
some-
times twelve
sometimes twenty three
--this journey was endless--it went on for days.
I often laid restless at night thinking things, like
“What if Heaven isn’t real, what if those were all lies?
What if I don’t make it to Heaven when I die?”
And in the end, yes, they all turned out lies.
Even if I made it to Heaven before I died.
It was day
twenty six
or was it day thirty three
that I found this unholy retreat.
It lay in a basin
in the Arizona sand,
all rotted like carrion,
but high in demand.
I could smell the paganism
coming from Heaven,
I could smell the sex and the heroin highs,
I could smell the death in back-room thirteen,
I smelled all the exposed thighs,
and my eye, upon women exposed fell,
I fell into the allure, of Heaven’s heady leaded stead.
Dead--the patrons, the prostitutes, me
Living--my despising of this un-sacrosanct leave.
Heaven was a whorehouse that not enough people left.
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